I am going PHYSICALLY

I can very easily sit back and watch my church online ( cuz we r that gansta) but I think I need to physically go... So I will be putting Gas in my car for $20 Dollars... I only had enought to bring me to work and home later...


GIVE ME STRENGHT LORD.

~~~~~~~~~ this is my song for the moment~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Pass me not, O gentle Savior,Hear my humble cry;While on others Thou art calling,Do not pass me by.

Savior, Savior,Hear my humble cry;While on others Thou art calling,Do not pass me by.

Let me at Thy throne of mercyFind a sweet relief,Kneeling there in deep contrition;Help my unbelief.

Savior, Savior,Hear my humble cry;While on others Thou art calling,Do not pass me by.

Trusting only in Thy merit,Would I seek Thy face;Heal my wounded, broken spirit,Save me by Thy grace.

Savior, Savior,Hear my humble cry;While on others Thou art calling,Do not pass me by.

Thou the Spring of all my comfort,More than life to me,Whom have I on earth beside Thee?Whom in heav’n but Thee?

Savior, Savior,Hear my humble cry;While on others Thou art calling,Do not pass me by.

I had a good day

well for one there was hardly any customers..so that made it easy. But I guess i really do control the out come of my day. BTW i made this cute little shirt that says " Lesley's Girl"..thats my boyfriends name and he thought it was too cute...

uhm tomorrow I am aiming to go to church and then work and then another week of twidling my thumbs until the weekend.

loves Ya'll

I need an attitude adjustment

I NEED AN ATTITUDE ADJUSTMENT. I HAVE BEEN SO LAX @ WORK, I DONT INTEREACT WITH MY CUSTOMERS ANY MORE. I AM ALSO UPSET, ITS JUST NOT A GOOD LOOK OVER ALL, AND MY BOSS NOTICED BIG TIME. I ALSO NEED ONE FOR SCHOOL, I AM 90% COMPLETE TOWARDS MY DEGREE BUT I AM MISSING MATH CREDITS I HAVE TAKEN THAT CLASS ABOUT 3 TIMES AND HAVE FAILED ALL THREE TIMES, I JUST CANNOT GET OVER MY HATRED FOR MATH AND SO I BLOCK OUT THE CLASS BECAUSE I ALREADY COMMITED MY SELF TO FAILING. I AM SO TIRED OF LIFE SOMETIMES AND IT DOESNT MAKE IT ANY BETTER THAT I AM PMS'ING. I AM GOING TO TRY TODAY TO HAVE A GOOD DAY @ WORK BUT HONESTLY UNTIL I AM DOING SOMETHING I LOVE I JUST DONT THINK I WILL BE HAPPY. BY THE WAY THIS IS THE LONGEST I HAVE BEEN AT ANY ONE JOB, I USE TO JUST QUIT WHEN I WOULD GET BORED OR ANNOYED AND JUST DIDNT CARE FOR THE JOB ANYMORE. BUT I HAVE BEEN HERE FOR 8 MONTHS...LOL I AM STARTING TO FEEL A SENSE OF RESPONSIBILITY THAT I CANNOT JUST UP AND QUIT AND BURDEN PEOPLE WITH MY ABSENCE...
OH WELL HOPEFULL I WILL FEEL BETTER SOON. IF NOT I AM NOT SURE OF WHAT THE OUTCOME WILL BE.

LORD GIVE ME STRENGHT

My head is Killing me

I am sooo aggrevated, past mistakes always seem to catch up and not being old enough. My insurance just went up, but like fucking 50 bucks...Its like $218 now...I even before switching companies, it was going up but now this is just ridiculous...I am trying to just breath..I can honestly say I feel hard times coming on...I really have to buckle down and get my shit together and start focusing on getting a job that is down my career path and not these little jobs to put singles in my pocket.

I am also going to have to buckle down money wise. I resisted no buying clothes but its only JULY 3rd DAMN IT..

On a lighter note
My friend from NY is here and I missed him soooo much. So I know I will have to drive to see him before he leaves...

laterz Ya'll

Car Insurance Drama!

ARGH!!!!!

Mommy & Me

Today I am taking my mommy to the Vizcaya Museum...So excited...yesterday she saw some earring she really liked and oos and aas over them sooooo. I bought them for her...yes I am trying to save but you know what I like to make my mom happy when I can...

So today we are going here..! cheke it out

Museum <~~~~~~~~~~~ Its very pretty

Laterz Guyz

Yay Its July First & I am HIV NEGATIVE!!!!

I am so excited about it being the 1st...today is the first..its like Mondays..get right day...I am excited about the many possibilities this month holds, the many wrongs I can right, proving to myself that i can put my mind to something and do...I am adding a couple new columns..(days with out shopping)..no clothes (although, I plan on getting some sexy custome for sweeties b-day), no shoes, no purses...NONE!..also non driving days...and I plan on reading three books this month....Ill give you the titles....SO EXCITED...okay oso I will let you guys know where I stand as of today...right now...when I return from the back with my deposits...

Update:

I have to go to the bank (done)
Go to the clinic (done HIV NEGATIVE YAY BABY!!!!)
Wash My Car @ Home * it rained soooo*
I mite have to buy peppers & Mushroom for my stir fry* and it taste sooooo good!*