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Monday, June 30, 2008

In Your Purse?

got this idea from Working Girl Working

LOL...a bit embarrassed about the first item


  1. A 12 pack box of Elexa Condoms :::Life Happens:
  2. Opened Bag of Chips
  3. Box of Eye Lashes
  4. Two Deodorants (Regular & Travel Size)
  5. Silver Ink Pad
  6. Color Workshop Lip Gloss case (6 colors)
  7. Forever Stamps
  8. 4 Pieces of Butter Scotch Candy
  9. 5 Pens
  10. 2 Sets of Earrings
  11. E.L.F Hypershine Lip Gloss
  12. Charm Bubble Gum & Cherry Lip Gloss
  13. Unused Bic Razor

wow, some change, and other non sense

Weekend Wrap Up

I only work weekends @ the Restaurant Okay so I worked this weekend, Long, feet hurt and what not, I made $200 in tips.
I spent

-$13.62 on Stir Fry Stuff (Friday)
-$10.00 On food for my Bro (Saturday)
-$13.00 On food for me & I friend (Sunday) <--He is suppose to pay me back?! I have $174 bucks left ( My bro is paying me back the $10)

How should I divide this up??? I thought even cut for all five of my on going accounts? I desperately want to get my nails done but I WONT! I REALLY WANT TO BUY SOMETHING BUT I WONT
I just emailed my hours to my boss for last week I worked 6 Hours so My Check comes up to $144 bucks. Next sunday is pay day @ the Restaurant so thats another $260 Bucks... plus what ever tips at a minimum $100 bucks always
I dont forsee any expenses this week until payday, I am driving one day this week and that is Tuesday:
  1. I have to go to the bank
  2. Go to the clinic
  3. Wash My Car @ Home
  4. I mite have to buy peppers & Mushroom for my stir fry

So we will see, I am also going to try and not fry my brain my being on the net all day since I wont be working.

Sunday, June 29, 2008

July Goals


So since money will be a bit tighter, I am going to try my hardest to save something anything

JULY GOALS/HOPES/DREAMS

@ a Minimum
  • Add $20 To ING Move Out Fund
    Add $ 10 To Travel Fund

  • Add $ 25 To Wamu Regular Savings

  • Add $51.38 To Emergency Fund
DEBT
  1. Pay $20 Dollars on CC Debt

  2. Pay $30 On School Loan.

  3. Pay $ 60 to my cousin for Mary Kay
Want to Buy;
  • A Book Shelf


To Do List:

  1. Make 2 Birthday Card 1 For Sweetie 1 For one of my Closest Male Friends

  2. Take Sweetie out for Birthday Dinner


There isnt much to do on the way of cleaning, I've cleaned my closet a million times and gotten rid of clothes...

I am going to be bored as hell for these next five weeks if I dont find a sufficient gig. So not spending money mite be hard to do but I will try my darnest

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Registration Renewal

$36.75<~~~~~ Ya'll dont let me forget

Do you hear that?

That noise, do you have dogs? it sounds like barks, you sure you dont here it, listen..shhhhhhh
OH, I'm sorry those are my FEET!!!!!

My feet hurt sooooooooooooooooooooo bad, how bad they hurt? it hurts to bad that I think Kunta Kinte had it better than me....( insert laughter here) I think....On my feet all day, serving and checking orders, I didnt even have time to eat, I just had water and bits of meat from the side of my cheeks...

I stinky, or (Stunk) since I would have taken a shower or two by the time you guys read this, and Miami is So HOT! How Hot is It?..I dont have an joke for this one yet. but anyways. I made $65 in tips today... not sure where it will go I figure I'll divide it by three accounts.

anyways I am going to bed, tomorrow is another story...

BTW I am off for about 5 weeks until work starts again since I work on the school schedule....

Lord Give ME Strenght & Thank You For It All....Barking Dogs & All

Yesterday

Yesterday I went to work..long ass day and made about $50 dollards in tips.
  • I bought my bro some food=$10
  • I went to publix bought some ingredients for stir fry some time next week=$13.62
  • Total= $23.62

So the $26.38 that is left should be going into my emergency fund. dont let me forget that!

Today we have a party of up to 25 I think....lord give me strenght...

Friday, June 27, 2008

I wish, I wish

To be a trophy wife. So dont have to work.

July Budget

So if I dont get this gig, money will be tight for July. I wanted to go away to NY for a couple od days but that may not happen....

On my Budget for July it includes
  • Not eating out until Sweetie's Birthday
  • Not purchasing any clothing, accessory or shoes ( I already have his b-day outfit I will wear)
  • If i dont get this gig reduce driving to just one weekday and weekends when i go to work
  • No unneccesary purchases

Essentials:
  1. Car Insurance $162.00
  2. Cell Phone $57.00
  3. Gas $80.00

Total = $300.00

RANDOM ( I will add as I see fit)

  • Sweeties Birthday Gift & Dinner $80 ( he doesnt like hooplas? so I am making a hand made card)
  • Return of an Item...???

$15.20

So that refund from progressive came in and I quickly moved that into me ING so I dont spend it unwillingly...progress people, progress,

So today is my last day of work until august, I have been looking dor a parttime gig and I think i may have found one, I got a call yesterday to email some more info and I just did that this morning...I was suppose to have lunch with my boss on saturday but honestly I dont have the money and I am not going to. I will just drop these things off @ Family Central today...I want to leave work early so I am going to go in early...


I'll holler @ ya'll later...I have to set my mind in customer mode for the restaurant...
cant wait to leave and have my weekends again.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

I started cleaning

ok so its now 4pm and I am starting my on cleaning. I will be updating you guys through out the process....so far I found
  • $10.80 In Dimes...WOO HOO!
  • $2.60 in Nickels..No wonder my purse wa so heavy...sheesh

So today is Thursday

I went to work, I went to my other school to get some signatures. Then I went and signed my new insurance policy with statefarm. Its going to save me about $36 bucks a month from progressive. So I am happy about that. I have it on EFT for the 28th of the month...

I was suppose to have lunch with some friends, but I can have lunch @ home, for free and no gas fro driving.

I DO have to clean today like foreal. i have alot of ish to put away...

I am going to take a nap now.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

So much Running Around

I have to be in so many places today...I dont think I want to....GAS man GAS LOL.

I'll tell yall about it later...

Kisses.

Update @ 1pm,
well i did not accomplish half the stuff I wanted to. But I did manage to pay $10 towards to school loan...YAY so now its $664. not much but hey it made me feel better.

I am off to take a nap.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Today is Tuesday June 24th 2008 @ 7:30 am

UPDATE: @ 5pm
I found a cheaper insurance policy YAY!!!! and I am getting a $15 dollar refund from progressive my current policy holder.

On the List:

  1. Go to work. (done)
  2. Go to work related meeting (done)
  3. From out come of meeting determine what to do (done)
  4. Go to the bank (done)
  5. See if I can last a couple of days with out paying my phone bill
  6. My room needs to be clean, at the very least clothe need to be put away
  7. Have to put Gas $20 Bucks

BTW you guys I am going to see if telling you all my business makes me someone a bit more responsible with my money

Currently Today, Right Now as we speak...I am @ a $-66.23 Balance In my checking So Got Damn Sad!! But W/e I Digress I can afford no damn pity Party NO DUH!!!

I have $343 Dollars that needs to be deposited

$343.00 Actually ended up being $403.00 deposited
-66.23-Random Shit (done)
Actually end up being $62.23 because of a credit back to my account for +$4.00

$340. 77
-56.27-Cell Phone (done)
Cell Phone was actually $56.27 not $58.00 (done)


$283.50<---------Left Over

$218 dollars after those are paid. I will not be going for any drinks or eating out anytime soon, matter of fact I dont plan to eat out or drink until sweetie's Birthday @ the end of July.

I am also hoping I get my check from work sometime this week. Because my insurance needs to be paid on the 29th...

I still need to shop for cheaper insurance, having only had my liscence for about 2 yrs, the junk is crazy expensive since I am on it alone...

God Give me strenght.

Update @ 8 am...my boss has my half my check YAY!!!
update @ 8:15 AM...I just had a refund posted to my checking....+$4.00 :-) so now I am$-62.23

So much Magic happening in such few hours. So the new Numbers Look like This


Monday, June 23, 2008

Miami Spice I Think I'm Love

http://www.ilovemiamispice.com/index.asp

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Wow

this week has been all that and then some...a friend and I broke up...i didnt need the negative energy in my life.

My boo thought we broke up cuz he called and my phone was off. LOL

Life is good. shit could be alot worst ya digg? lol sorry thats my thug side.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

OH SH8T

I JUST TOOK A LOOK AT MY FINANCES AND I MEAN A REAL LOOK AT THEM AND I CANT EVEN AFFORD TO PAY ATTENTION, UNLESS ATTENTION COSTED 5 CENTS.

WHAT IN THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME. WHY DO I SABOTAGE MYSELF SO MUCH.

I COULD BE DOING BETTER
I SHOULD BE DOING BETTER

I'VE PAID 234 WORTH OF OVER DRAFT FEES SINCE THE YEAR STARTED ALONE.


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WHAT THE FLUCK!!!!
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I GUESS MY REALITY CHECK HASNT BEEN PUT IN THE MAIL YET....

GOD PLEASE HELP, ME THIS CAN ONLY LEAD TO A PATH THAT I DONT WANT TO BE ON...

I AM SO SAD RIGHT NOW ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY

Monday, June 16, 2008

Cant Wait

I HAVE A FRIEND, WHOM I LOVE DEARLY & AM VERY ENVIOUS OF, BUT INA GOOD WAY, MY PASTOR ALWAYS TELLS US TO HANG AROUND PEOPLE WHO MAKE YOU WANT TO BE BETTER AND DO BETTER AND GO FURTHER AND BE STRONGER AND THATS WHAT SHE DOES FOR ME, I LOOK AT HER AND I'M LIKE " DAG I WANNA BE LIKE THAT"..SHE SEEMS TO HAVE HER ISH TOGETHER, MONEY WISE, SCHOOL WISE...

BUT I KNOW THE GRASS ISNT ALWAYS GREENER SO IM THE MEAN TIME I AM GOING TO BE THE BEST DAMN ME POSSIBLE.


KISSES

2 Call Backs

I HAVE BEEN SENDING OUT RESUMES BECAUSE I NEED TO MAKE SOME MORE MONEY. I RECEIVED TWO CALL BACKS AND ONE I COULD NOT ACCEPT BECAUSE THEY SCHEDULE CONFLICTED WITH MY CURRENT SCHEDULE, AND THE OTHER I JUST RECEIVED AND THE PERSON I NEED TO SPEAK TO IS OUT OF THE OFFICE SO I WIL BE CALLING FIRST THING TOMORROW MORNING AND SCHEDULING THE FIRST AVAILABLE APPOINTMENT. THE POSITION IS OF COURSE WORKING WITH CHILDREN, I DONT KNOW WHY I DOTN JUST MAKE THAT MY CAREER PATH. BUT W/E. I HAVE A HAIR APPOINTMENT ON WEDNESDAY LAST TIME MY HAIR TOOK 10 HOURS, THEN 8, HOPELLY THIS NEW CHICK DOES IT EVEN FASTER.

TONIGHT MY FRIEND "T GIRL" AND I ARE GOING BOXING. yay!!!!

OH I MADE HOME MADE CINNABUNS..SO WIFEY MATERIAL.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Credit Score

WELL I PULLED MY CREDIT, AND IT WENT UP BY 40 POINTS YALL :-) SO HAPPY SEEING PROGRESS LIKE THAT MAKES ME WANT TO KEEP GOING SO BAD EVEN WHEN I THINK " F' IT"...i ADDED A MINOR SMALL GOAL...IT IS THE 15TH MEANING HALF THE MONTH IS GONE, BUT THERE IS STILL HALF TO GO.

SO I WANT TO: BY THE END OF THE MONTH ADD
$20 - Travel
$50- Emergency
$10- Move out Fun
$20- Savings
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$ 100 Bucks

I can do this. Its not that hard.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Confirmation

I just received a letter from my debt colletor..T-mobile, stating that I paid my bill in full!!! YAY!...I am going to wait until I pay down my Cap One a bit more and then pull my credit report. My schedule for today includes
  1. Going to take a shower (eww lol TMI) (did that twice)
  2. Going to get some BBQ for from tht Farmer's market ( I think) (did that)
  3. Not going to broward county for a party ( i went since it was in dade)
  4. Quick bit/movie with the (BF) he can be such a bitch sometimes ( about to go to that)
  5. Depending on when my "friend" gets in, I will go see him (stilll a maybe)
  6. Seperate clothes for Laundry
  7. Relax!

Friday, June 13, 2008

TOOK THE WEEKEND OFF

I DECIDED TO TAKE THE WEEKEND OFF, THINKING I WOULD HAVE SOME REALLY GOOD PLANS BUT AFTER A LITTLE TIFF WITH THE ( BF/MAN FRIEND) I DONT THINK I REALLY WANT TO SPEND MY WEEKEND WITH HIS BEHIND. MY OTHER MALE FRIEND WAS SUPPOSE TO BE HOME THIS WEEKEND AND WE WOULD HANG OUT BUT I SOME HOW MANAGED TO PISS HIM OFF WITH A TEXT AND NOW HE SAYS HE HAS NOTHING ELSE TO SAY TO ME. O FRIGGIN WELL. THATS WHAT YOU MAKE BACK UP PLANS.
I AM SUPPOSE TO BE GOING SOMEWHERE WITH MY GIRL IN THE MORNING, MITE GO GET A HAIR CUT & WASH LATER AND PERHAPS A QUICK DINNER WITH (BF), MAYBE NOT. THEN ON SUNDAY I MITE GO TO THE LAST SERMON AT CHURCH BECAUSE IT IS USUALLY THE BEST.

SO RIGHT NOW I AM OFF TO WORK, GOD EIGHT OCLOCK SEEMS TO LONG.

BTW THE BOXING WAS REALLY GOOD LAST NIGHT, I CAN SEE I WILL BE SORE IN TWO DAYS.

LOVE, PEACE & FREE WILL TO DO AS YOU PLEASE.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

In competition

I AM GOING BOXING...THAT SHOULD BE FUN HUH?

IT SEEMS TO ME THAT THE GRASS IS GREENER ON EVERYONE ELSE'S SIDE. I FEEL LIKE LIFE SOMETIMES IS A PURE COMPETITION. IT SEEMS THAT EVERYONE ELSE HAS THEIR SHIT TOGETHER, THEY ARE MOVING OUT & ON. FINISHING SCHOOL & THE WORKS.
ITS THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN WHEN I GET ALL DEPRESSED AT TIMES THAT THINGS ARE NOT GOING AS GOOD FOR ME AS THEY ARE FOR OTHERS. GRANTED THINGS COULD GO ALOT WORST AND I DO MEAN ALOT ...
I DONT KNOW, HOPEFULLY I PULL OUT OF THIS FUNK REALLY SOON.
SO LETS COUNT MY BLESSINGS

  1. MY PARENTS ARE ALIVE & HEALTHY
  2. MY BROTHER IS ALIVE & HEALTHY
  3. I AM ALIVE AND HEALTHY
  4. WE ARE ALL WORKING
  5. I HAVE A PLACE TO SLEEP AT NIGHT
  6. I HAVE FOOD TO EAT
  7. I AM ABLE TO AFFORD AN EDUCATION
  8. I AM IN A COUNTRY WITH MANY OPPORTUNITIES ( I WASNT BORN HERE)
  9. WE HAVE FAMILY THAT WOULD HELP US IF WE NEEDED
  10. I HAVE GREAT FRIENDS
  11. I HAVE THE ABILITY TO GO OUT AND ENJOY MYSELF
  12. I HAVE 2 JOBS
  13. I HAVE DREAMS AND GOALS I WANT TO ACCOMPLISH
  14. AND I AM SURE THERE ARE ALOT MORE BUT FOR NOW THOSE MAKE ME FEEL BETTER ALREADY

OVER DRAFT

I THINK THIS WILL BE MY NEW GOAL FOR THE REST OF 2008, GO WITH OUT GETTING AN OVER DRAFT FEE. THOSE THINGS ARE RIDICULOUS. GOSH!

BTW REMEMBER THOSE MUCH NEEDED HOURS AT WORK WELL IT EQUALLS OUT TO ABOUT $240 BUCKS. AND THEN I AM OFF FOR JULY & I START BACK UP IN AUGUST.

I REALLY WANT TO GO TO NEW-YORK TO SEE MY FRIEND...

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

off to dinner with my girls


GOOD FOOD & GREAT FRIENDS!


Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Update on Life

so on last week Thursday I Had a to do list

  • Separate clothes if not do laundry (done)

  • hang up and put away last clean load (done)

  • retwist hair (Done)

  • meeting with boss (didnt happen)

  • get tires checked maybe ( it cost 5 bucks)

  • put gas in car (amma wait)

  • wash whites

Nothing else is really going on with me. I am waiting for my buddy to come home on friday and hopefully we can hit up the japanese restaurant. I am still trying to make a list of things to do. with life, work & a whole lotta other stuff.

Saturday, June 7, 2008

A Good Nights Sleep

I havent been getting a really good sleep lately. there has been alot of random ish going on in my complex and I am such a worry bird that I need to be up when my dad gets home & when my bro gets home an hour later, and then I am like still awake... we need to move I want to move and right now that just became like my sole focus, that is my main goal, i really want to leave this neighboorhood, this area is getting bad. I mean shit was going on before I jsut wasnt aware..ignorance is bliss... but now I get myself like really worked up.

but I am trying really hard to just put god first and put it in his hands. Not much i can do after that but try and remain very aware of my surroundings.

Its The Weekend BABY!

not sure why I am excited...

I am off to work ya'llz

Kisses

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Much Needed Hours

Ok so I just got some much needed hours @ my Coaching Job. School Officially ends June 27th and after that I will be down to my waitressing job until August!... I am going to try and find something for the 2 months I will be "on vacation". Uhm I need to do some laundry for my delicates. I have a meeting with my boss around 1-1:30.

To do today

  1. Separate clothes if not do laundry
  2. hang up and put away last clean load
  3. retwist hair
  4. meeting with boss
  5. get tires checked maybe
  6. put gas in car
  7. wash whites

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Playing with my future

so its 6:55 pm, wednesday june 4th I just woke up from my mid day nap...i kid you not. I realize DANG IT, i am late for church, shooterballs. but my light bulb goes off, I can watch my church online, so thats what I will be doing. However in the mean time, I realize that I am like playing with my future, I refuse to finish school, not literally but I waste so much time you would think i was doing it on purpose. I dont save as much as I should. look @ my measly little tracker on the side. like what is wrong with me...


I need to stop playing Around like fo'real fo'real

The coolest place to work out/ Needing to Spend

  • Last night T and I worked out by the water with my boss
  • I slept on my bed in my room ( havent done that in about 7 months)
  • Havent done that because room was too messy
  • I want to go out today & look at clothes
  • not sure if I'll buy anything. ( i did)
  • I bought I tie (very sex & the city)
  • A yellow sun dress
  • A Gray blouse type top
  • A Gray Hat ( Very Sex & The City)
  • A pink top (all @ the thrift store fora bout 12 bucks)
  • My Bestie/Future husband is in the woods for a week for military training (sucks butts)
  • my boyfriend & i havent...well W/e He is silly
  • I am going to take a shower now...laterz yall

Monday, June 2, 2008

Excercising, No Sugar, Budgeting, Natural Hair & Then some

ok so, I m still excercising, I walk not for about 1 hour because my park is closed and i have stairs to go up on, and I dont want to join a gym. My friend "Tamara" and I work out together today we worked out at a park close to my house. We walked to a from out respective homes to a place in between, then walked to the park, then to my house and I drove her home....

while @ her house, we were talking about diets and such and she was telling me about no sugar GASP!...me not eat stuff with sugar, i would die, no? well I decided to try it. so I will try for this month to not add sugar to the things I eat....

Budgeting....uhm yea

Natural Hair, I found someone who is a certified natural hair care specialist. I have been transitioning for about 9 months now, I no longer have relaxed hair, and with that I needed someone who knew that my hair wasnt "damaged" but natural. So i have to schedule a consultation with her next week sometime.

Lez and I arent going to Key West anymore...