I need an attitude adjustment

I NEED AN ATTITUDE ADJUSTMENT. I HAVE BEEN SO LAX @ WORK, I DONT INTEREACT WITH MY CUSTOMERS ANY MORE. I AM ALSO UPSET, ITS JUST NOT A GOOD LOOK OVER ALL, AND MY BOSS NOTICED BIG TIME. I ALSO NEED ONE FOR SCHOOL, I AM 90% COMPLETE TOWARDS MY DEGREE BUT I AM MISSING MATH CREDITS I HAVE TAKEN THAT CLASS ABOUT 3 TIMES AND HAVE FAILED ALL THREE TIMES, I JUST CANNOT GET OVER MY HATRED FOR MATH AND SO I BLOCK OUT THE CLASS BECAUSE I ALREADY COMMITED MY SELF TO FAILING. I AM SO TIRED OF LIFE SOMETIMES AND IT DOESNT MAKE IT ANY BETTER THAT I AM PMS'ING. I AM GOING TO TRY TODAY TO HAVE A GOOD DAY @ WORK BUT HONESTLY UNTIL I AM DOING SOMETHING I LOVE I JUST DONT THINK I WILL BE HAPPY. BY THE WAY THIS IS THE LONGEST I HAVE BEEN AT ANY ONE JOB, I USE TO JUST QUIT WHEN I WOULD GET BORED OR ANNOYED AND JUST DIDNT CARE FOR THE JOB ANYMORE. BUT I HAVE BEEN HERE FOR 8 MONTHS...LOL I AM STARTING TO FEEL A SENSE OF RESPONSIBILITY THAT I CANNOT JUST UP AND QUIT AND BURDEN PEOPLE WITH MY ABSENCE...
OH WELL HOPEFULL I WILL FEEL BETTER SOON. IF NOT I AM NOT SURE OF WHAT THE OUTCOME WILL BE.

LORD GIVE ME STRENGHT